Life of a mosquito

 According to me mosquitos are the most miserable creatures in this whole world. Having a life span of 7 day makes it even worse. Their life cycle consist of four stages egg, larva, pupa and adult where larva and pupa mostly live in water. They don't have any specific role in food chain and only cause headache their entire life by biting us. To me it's so meaning less just like a person forgetting his role in his life. In human realm a person ranging from a student to an adult has many responsibilities to take care of like a student needs to nurture his/her talent and give their full potential in academic sector for betterment of their society in near future and an adult has to take care of their family by protecting them and providing them all basic necessities they could afford and by working for their society to maintain a stable state with proper education, helth care etc. Each and everyone has a role in their life, every little steps leads to tomorrow and make changes in others life. But the one who lose his path and forfeit his role in life ends up having a life of mosquito. A life with no goal but just a hindrance to their society. So know your goals and hold your responsibilities to live a life which make sense. This is my last blog for my english assignment so maybe I won't be writting any blog after this one so advance bye bye if I didn't get the chance😄. 

Dikgam kadu

 Yes Dikgam kadu is my name and today I will writting about myself. I am currently studying in NERIST 1st year having an introverted nature and poor in socialising. My hobby or hobbies are football, Ukulele, beatbox, dance and  singing. My speciality is that I can write with both hand and have a bold personality. Well you can see that I can do many things or I am a multi-talented person to be precise because I am not that smart and very poor in making friends so I learnt does stuffs to be interesting and attract attention. I am a kind of person who wants the spotlight which clearly shows how immature I am with being irresponsible and careless behaviour. My goal in life is to be rich and happy, but I haven't chosen the path to my destiny; a government job is a good option but being in a private company can yield more money, the only problem is hard work. Its such a shame that I don't have much to share about myself so I have to end my blog here. Thanks for reading my bolg.

Hostel food

 Hostel food is the worst food that one can imagine. Sometimes they provide us tasty food but not enough. Man!! How can I eat my lunch with just one egg! Ok eggs fine but four breads in break fast really makes me crazy 🤪. If we ask for more they won't give us, how can four breads last till lunch, it don't even deserves to called four breadS because it's so less. Because of this drama I had to use some dirty tricks like after eating one plate going for another one and taking one more egg or chicken. There was a time when I was just going to get caught but my instinct saved me. After taking another plate with one more egg I switched my place where I kept my previous plate and sat on the another row, bhaiya came out of no where and was shouting whose plate is it. I was so scared and did my best to not show any of it, after finishing up I went to my room and told my roomate who has already finished his lunch to go and patch my plate. Luckily nothing went wrong and I was saved😋. I am now afraid of stealing anymore but I know that eventually I will get fed up of not getting enough food and do it again. Lol.

Wasting time

 Day by day I am becoming better in wasting time. I don't know why but whenever I sit to study or something mobile phones butts in. I think the only time I am utilising is when I am writing blog. This social networks specifically YouTube are time Busters. My days goes by watching video clips or playing sports.  My exam is near and I am so chill and procrastinate whenever I try to do something productive. I haven't completed my practical handouts and drawing. If this thing continues than I am not gonna be that sucessful. I will have to work harder and stop wasting time. I don't want to regret when I get older so I would study even more and try to give my best. Entertainment is a thing but it should have it's limits, so from tomorrow onwards I will be a different person with a goal and be productive. I will not waste my time anymore and be determined about my life. Time is tide wait for non.

Love❤️

Love is an intense feeling of deep affection. One's life is tasteless without love. Loves comes to you in various ways. Most people presumes love as a sexual desire, this type of love is very common in this era. We get attracted towards others physical appearance and releases chemical inside our brain which make us to temporary develope an emotion towards that person. We generally state this process as falling in love. Then comes the brotherly love which we have for our siblings and best friends. It represents a sincere and platonic love, it is more beautiful and pure than the love which we have for sexual desire because it have the power to build empires from ground up. Next comes the standing love or the everlasting love between a married couples. It develops over a long period of  time and holds a great meaning. It is a true commitment which requires compromise and understanding. This love is called standing in love because anyone can fall in love but it requires a great self conscious decision to hold it for eternity. Selfless love, the love for humanity the purest love. It's when you give something without expecting anything in return. You make the change to change the world not for selfish desires. And then comes not the purest but even more than it the parent love. It's something natural and funny because you devote yourself to someone for no reason, it's just a instinctive love. You will find forgiveness, acceptance and great sacrifice and a love more important than your own life. Love is just a word but without it life becomes meaning less😄

My greatest fear

Fear is an unpleasant emotion which triggers when you are in danger or imagined to be in one. There are many types of things that I am afraid of like ghost, exams etc. But my greatest fear doesn't hold any physical appearance but a thought. The  Thought that fills me with despair is nothing but a future, a future when I will have my own family. It's kind of awkward right, why would someone be afraid of having a family? But the thing is as the time flows the family that I have now will fade away, my mother ,father and my dear brother. Eventually the amount of affection that I have for them will deprive.  My brother and I will slowly get seperated. We will have our own family to care and different paths which will create a crack in our relationship. My mother and father will get older and  fade away forever when the time comes. One day those smile on there face will only be memories. Whenever I think about this cold Shivers goes down my spine. When time comes I will eventually be able to takle this fear and move on but till then this is the greatest fear of mine.

Ego

 I used to fight a lot when I was a kid. I didn't liked it when people look down on me so I  always fought to satisfy myself. I used to have an image of myself which if altered by someone made me go crazy. This negative attitude is called ego. Ego is something for self satisfaction. We always crave to be the best and this feeling last forever unless you have achieved enlightenment through meditation i.e being one with the world. When we differentiate ourselves from the world we look down on people whom we presumes as inferior. This feeling of superiority is only for self satisfaction and nothing else. Telling people what great things you are doing or showing off is a sign of ego because you are trying to create an impression in front of others. Ego can lead you to down the hill if it goes out of your control but if you use it for self improvement than its a great weapon. 

My room

 My room especially my bed is a junkyard. You will discover new innovative ways to mess your bed. I sleep on the books that I read before sleeping, I won't even bother to keep them on the table. You will find the dirtiest boxers in the whole hostel hanging on the rope above my bed. Mosquitos every where; inside my bag, shoes, and what not. My roommate is a very nice person so he doesnt complain me about how messy I keep my stuffs around the room an all. Once I tried to develope a habit of cleaning my room  but it only last for some hours.You know a fish can't fly, how much ever they try(nice rap bro). Maybe it's because I am too lazy or I am a very busy person (actually I am. I participated in atletic football event, GFM dance , NAPSA football tournament, parade, music classes and what not) but whatever it may be I am just being who I am😄. Well however after some years I will be having my wife to clean my room so no problem 😎

Can't think of any topic😅

We do lots of things in our everyday life but why is it that we have to think for hours to find a topic for English Blog writting. Man!! I am tired of finding a creative topic everyday, so here comes my topic for today 'cant think of any topic'. No one, literally no one would have invested so much time for the blogs if it wasn't for marks. Whenever my mind gets tired marks acts as a fuel. To be frank I have millions of topics to talk about but the thing is MARKS comes in the way. I can write about my underwear or the extra chicken that I stole in dinner (you just have to take another plate after the first one and take one more bowl of chicken. No one would notice you) but the thing is they won't patch you good marks. Its like a lawyer practicing math equations. Alright anyway that's all for today because I need to wake up early in the morning for March pass practice. Lol.

Constructive conversation

 Whenever I starts a conversation with my brother we end up arguing with each other😐. It's mostly because we have different view points about things and refuse to understand each other. This clearly shows how bad I am in conversation. I got inspired by a friend of mine called Punyo. He is so good in conversation that he can attract the attention of whole crowd in such a manner thats beyond my comprehension. He always gets whatever he wants just by a decent conversation. After noticing him for sometime I got to know that conversation is not about winning it but to progress it. In a constructive conversation we need to be curious about the sender's or receivers prospective. That way we could understand them better and share our point of view in a more effective manner. We need to have a goal or objective when indulging ourselves in a conversation so that we stay in line and keep the conversation going. Being a good conversationalist is a very powerful weapon and can help you in many ways in long run.

Parade in NERIST

Waking up at 5 30 morning is not a joke especially for night owls like me🦉. And the fine system💵 ( idk if it's legal or not) is quite disgusting. I need to pay 100 rs just for not coming for a day or two and I am not even selected for the main event. I would say I am quite lucky to be not selected because you will have to buy a white shirt, black pant and black shoes which will cost you around 3k. One can just skip the parade and pay the fine instead of buying all those stuffs. Today I went to gym and I guess I am to going to die tomorrow because of muscles pain. Whatever I try those seniors will drag me out of my room and smash me to the ground for parade practice. I don't think they try to understand us because every time when we try to tell them our problems they will back fire us with 'its your problem not mine', well yes its my problem so I won't freaking come and fine?? Just dream about it. Well I am making this blog way too informal but that way I am opening myself to all the readers and thats what I intend to do.😄

My first musical instrument

This instrument is called Ukulele. It's a guitar🎸like instrument and quite easier to learn as compared to other string instruments because it has only 4 strings unlike guitar which have 6. On my way home each and every seconds  seems like a thousand light years. I couldn't wait any longer, the thought of playing it overwhelmed my mind, I was so excited and joyful but all of it dissipated when I got to know the truth.ITS NOT EASY!🤯 Those you tubers shows how easy and simple it is but never showed how freaking hard it is🤪. Man my fingers were going to die of agony, just after playing it for some minutes my fingers turned whole red and disgusting. Guess what might have happened when I played it for 4 straight hours out of range( I don't wanna waste my 4k rs in vain). But even after all the effort I couldn't go that far. Well it was my first experience of learning an instrument so I forgot the stop button. My fingers are in a really bad shape now, they are still intact but hurts whenever it touches something. I guess I won't be able to play it for couple of day😶 but I won't give up that easily because I payed 4k rs for it.(well nice motivation).lol

Going back to home after a month

 On Fridays we usually finish our classes a bit early. We even have 2 days leave after that. So I thought of visiting my home which is only some minutes away from my hostel. I don't have much experience of riding tempo and other public transports so it was a bit challenging for me in beginning but everything got to thier places. You don't have to do anything in particular but just stand on the side of road and those tempo drivers will just drag by your side like you are a celeb or something. I reached my home. Things didn't changed a lot. The walls where still dull in colour (don't know when my parents will paint it), the mango tree that I planted didn't showed much changes, the front door of my house still made that creaking sound, the aroma of the entrance was still full of the old jasmine fragrance but the thing that made me sparkle was my mom's smile and that happyness in her eyes which was unchanged for ages but still some how warm and comforting. We talked for hours and had quality time together. Afterwards when my brother came back from tuition we did the bruh things🤘. Well I still didn't had my dinner but I am expecting something great 😋. I have been to many different places like Chennai, Gauhati, Pune etc but I have to say that nothing is better and relaxing than your own home.😄

Man in the mirror

'Man in the mirror ' whenever I think about it a handsome face flashes to my mind with gleaming eyes and gorgeous smile. Lol it's me😎. But that phrase holds something much more than just my handsome face. It has a very deep and profound connotation. Michael Jackson as you know was a famous celebrity and also the singer of the song 'Man in the mirror'. This song might be very old but the words in each and every line still holds a magic that drives me crazy every time I hear it. It  is a song from 2009, my father used to hear it a lot and so did I but I started to feel it when I get to know more about this world ; the darker side of a place so called our homeland.  In todays world the social difference between individuals is so high and off the chart that many people  don't even get 2 proper meals a day and on the other hand there are people who throws away their food just because it doesn't matches their mood. Many children dies and goes beneath thier mother land without even getting to see it. Illiteracy level especially in our own country India is so high that it makes me feel upset whenever I am bunking a class😶(oops). If you feel the same way as I do(not the bunking class feeling), if you want to change this injustice world than the first thing that you gotta change is the man in the mirror, that is the one with the  handsome face😎... Just kidding. To make a difference in this world you gotta look at yourself and make that change. And if you can't do it you will only see a face in the mirror just like me😎.

Having a Manipuri roommate

In today's post I won't talk about all the Manipuri people but the one who is my roommate. Having a roommate from a different religion and culture is... a little difficult🤔.  Everything would have been okay only if we had a common language in which we could converse. Hindi??He doesn't know. English? Well..😑. After being with each other for couple of days we eventually started getting along. What I like the most about him is that he cleans the room and never ask me to do so. (Well I really hate cleaning though) When I asked him why he does that he sayed it's there culture. From that day onwards female Manipuri classmates started looking beautiful 😂. Well theres no Manipuri girl in my class though. Jocks apart, being with him I learnt many things about their culture, rituals and about the black day that they have in independents day of India. I even realised the importance of language and being able to socialize. You learn so many things when you keep aside all your negative feelings and trys to interact with people who have a different point of view of life and have experience things that you have never imagined. 

As for my roommate he is a very hardworking person. He is still studying physics and I really appreciate that because studying physics for straight 3 hr and not getting mad is a talent.

Girls in NERIST

Nerist is an engineering institute so there is only a handful of girls in a population of thousand students. Due to that reason, for getting committed good looks is not enough, Gods will plays a vital role. But it's upside down for girls. They have all varieties of options like weather they want a guy with six abs or the one who ace in exams. So they eventually evolves an attitude and looks down on average guys like us. In presence of cool guys they will act all nice and pretty(like fake smiling and laughing at every stupid jokes) but when a norme guy like me tries to have a decent conversation they will show their true colours 😌. I have already lost the hope of getting a GF because good looks and Gods will are the things that I have never experienced. Well I am neither feminist nor racist but a guy who is being very realistic. But you know I came to NERIST for study purpose so I better concentrate in that area😂.

This is our Arunachal Pradesh dance group. The only picture in my android where girls looks slightly dominant in number. 

Getting kicked out of class 😎

 Today was my first experience of being kicked out of class. And the reason is even more hilarious; I jumped over the table to my sit during attendence. Well don't ask me why I did that😶. I didn't apologies or anything like a norme, I just went outside with a I DON'T GIVE A DAME attitude (well actually it's not true, I was feeling very guilty 😞). When I went outside or got kicked out of the class I realised I have plenty of time left so I went for shopping which I thought of doing but was not able to do because of the hectic timetable (GFM , football match etc). I bought light bulb for my room💡 well I always forget about it but today... I got KICKED OUT OF CLASS. I had never went for shopping alone so I had that trill( doing something for first time trill😎 just like getting kicked out for the first time). I went to buy a new earphone, books and other stationery. And then I still had an hour left so I went to kick some ⚽  at ground with some seniors (who might have been kicked out of class just like me). This was a very fantastic experience and I don't think that I would forget this day easily.

Bulb that I bought today. It's working quite great though